-LiFe oF fA-

Selamat Hari Lahir, Sayang....

2008-08-03T04:14:00.000+08:00

HaPPY 28tH BirThdAy, AbanG....Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati dan memberkati kehidupan mu, sayang...Diberikan kesihatan, sentiasa dimurahkan rezki dan mendapat ketenangan selalu....Terima Kasih atas segala pemberian Abang.. Sangat syukur dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang.... Love you and will always promise to give you the sweetest of me...

Term 1 DoWn!Alhamdullilah...

2008-03-08T10:15:00.000+08:00

Ok holiday starts today.A term gone.n this mean I'm in my new sch for a term already...Everything went well..Alhamdullilah..Had my observation done too..n had no problems so far..Adapting very well in every aspects...I hope everthing will be better for the coming terms...

Just got back home after sending my pupils to watch Circo Koriak ...Holiday starts for me from this minute..despite having to settle some work, at least, I have almost the whole week at HoME.....Had some few plans to meet up wif few frens and cant wait for it esp the spa retreat....

Abg is also back at home from his sch camp yesterday... I went home super early.

Now...I'm waiting for the potatoes to be boiled.Wanna make marshed potato popiah & cheese popiah wif my ever fav home cooked sambal popiah..Left to cook the vege for dinner or late lunch since there are some fried rice left that I cooked for breakfast before going to sch just now...had sambal prawn done too..

Finished my chores...Abang had done most of the things when I'm out sending my pupils out.Wanna go out but weather is rather hot...

Ok so wat now?I'm waiting n waiting...before making the popiah ....

Fetish?Loves?Likes?In Love wif all these....

2008-03-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

I dunno why I'm so in love with some particular things especially when I have my own house...Will not let any chances slip off from not going into some shops when I went shopping..Went shopping at Great World City & I'm in love with that shoppng centre....

1) Able to catch a movie there....
2) I'm in love with the I Wanna Go Home Shop....(Expensive but masuk tengok2 pun jadilah...)
3) Aussino....
4) Esprit...n the list go on....

I'm so in love with

1) scented candles...various sizes n shapes....
2) Crabtree & Evelyn...scented cushions & hangers (I cant stop ranting to Sarah about this)...
3) Anything wif Pink Roses motives Quilt Cover...(must not even be Aussino's)
and
anything
that
make
my
room
have
that
SPA
smell.....

N i dun regret wif my woody-woody house ..I feel relaxed everytime i went home..relaxed...especially my room....Aspired & Inspired from hotels we went at Sentosa n at Bintan...So far...no problem maintaining it...Had been having fun...n the formation of our living room had been changing for a lot of times...(so that explains why i love being at home now)....Hehehe....

P.S. I lovve you...

2008-02-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

Yep yep...watched this movie already wif my 3 siss n hubby...The movie really touched and moved my heart so much...especially the part when the grieving wife called the late husband's mail box a lot of times to listen his "Please leave your msg..." kinda of msg...to hear his voice... And the show started wif the normal bickering husband n wife tend to have....N next moment during his funeral n their memories... Should watched... Learnt a lot things for me to remember too...appreciate the person especially when they are still aorund you....

P.s. I Love you...

Waiting to go home....

2007-12-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

Surfing and waiting for time to go off for my sweet movie date wif Abg...At my new sch now..everything went well for the meeting...Was assigned to do something I like..So everything went well...The people here...friendly too...Made a fren a wif this lady...it seems that both of us can click quiet well...had her in my contact...hehehe...Yah, we had nothing to do so we surfed around the net...Hope everything will go smootly like now... :)

Ok....Cant wait to meet up wif abg..to watch National Treasure 2...maybe...actually wanted to watch it long again..waited for some people..n suddenly heard that sge watched it when she was at JB...Hmmmph....Hehehe...Anyway..think it is a good time to watch ...Coz memang nari nak mula sekolah for both us...rasa lengit....Hehehe...

To my ex Greenwood friends..take care...was siiting at a different workstation n rememebred u guys...U all will be remembered...Take care...

Taubat Seorang Hamba...

2007-12-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

-BacK FrOm My KL TrIP-

2007-12-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

The trip to KL turned to be fun despite of the hiccups at the initial stage where the ticket we booked with an agency turned out to be unavailable and so on...Supposed to go on th 14th and found out on the 12th that the ticket the free n easy trip to Colmar is not being able to carry out...Wanted us to join another a tour group to Cameron...Still into the idea of being in a free n easy..we decided to go on our own and get our refund...

Yah...it was such a last minute trip...but with our determination, we(oh yah...forget to tell all of you....that MiRS! n EENS! came along tooo....not forgetting Ains!) were able to get a comfortable coach to KL and a good,luxurious & cozy stay at Impiana KLCC hotel & spa....They have almost everything in the hotel...iron,bathrobes,toilet with bathtub & shower area...everything...RM500 for two nights...so cool..... The search was on the 12th...but the coach was only available on the 13th...We all agreed to go despite the rush to pack our stuff.....

So on the 13th...after our Isya' prayer...we went off to Kovan Hub and the coach left at 10pm...Reached KL at 3:30am....so early...From Puduraya we walked to Twin Towers...Those who are familiar with the road in KL will know how far we had walked...stopped at M'sia tourism Board and the kind guard opened the surau for us to pray ..it was 5am and we were able to rest first...After Subuh prayer, we moved on to Twin Tower being the 5th people to line up for the ticket...and after years of waiting ....we got the tickets...there we go up to the 41st storey....

Went shopping at KLCC to shop n shop and eat n eat...Check in at 2pm...rest n sleep an went out after magrib ...Walked to Bintang Walk area and shopped around there..Ate at Linda Onn's stall...Soo noice....I loike...Heheheh....Went back at 1230am..

Next day...we had our heavy buffet breakfast...went to Cosmos Theme PArk at Berjaya Times Square...Sis Eens was so happy there...Can see her jumping up and down....We head to Choco Boutique...Bought lots of chocs there....my fav was the Tiramisu White CHoc...Still early...we catch the I AM LEGEND movie there..ended at 740 pm n went back to the hotel....Went for a spa at night....

The next day check out at 12pm and bought the coach ticket....Bought the 6pm ticket coach leaving us some time again to shop again..at Kotaraya which is equivalent to Sing's Lucky Plaza..Cheap stuffs there...Lost of sales....After that we head back to the Bust station and off we go to Singapore..Reached hime at 1:am...Had fun shopping..yah..i guess..though it was just a shopping holiday trip..the experience was marvelous...wif ur sis around,u got to bond with them more and and know them more....Well..next trip...hoping for a nature-like holiday yah....Check out for the photos..will upload soon...

Thank you Mira....

2007-12-11T20:26:00.001+08:00

Yet to be painted black to suit with our concept...

Holiday is here again.Hooray..It's been a long long time that I had blogged...Urghhh...dunno why..Got Mira to edit my template to motivate me to blog again...Ok...Updates with my life....ermmm..happily residing at my new house...Cleaning and decorating the house...trying new recipes and so on...Looking forward for a lot of things.

Waiting for the 14th for my holiday...Just go somewhere near in time for Hari Raya Haj and our open house...Having our open house on the 22nd hoping to meet up n catch up with some relatives and friends...Do come Okae....Hyah Hyah...Kinda excited about it...

Found hubby's new special talents besides being able to do an ambigram....Turning an old wood/plank into a shelves for my collection of miniatures...How cool..hehe....been wanting to display my collection for a long time...Thank you ye...Abg....Sweet of you....

Just love it...hehe....Start to appreciate my house more n more....Alright till we meet again..

Check out my Slide Show!

2007-09-02T10:10:00.001+08:00

CoUnTDoWn

2007-07-01T15:27:00.001+08:00

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-Let's CaLcuLate-

2007-06-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

This month is the month when lots of calculating are done. $$$$$$$...Money coming in and going out too...Have to set aside for a lot of stuff...especially when owning my own house... yah...have to settle a lot of stuff. chose a contractor to do my house.Moststutffs are bought for the kitchen..the rest of the space will be quite barren for the first few months.No TV yet,No tables n sofa yet.So peeps, dun be shocked.it will be empty..but dun worry...food will be served as kitchen is complete.hehe... Money to settle marriage stuffs are not to be forgotten to put aside as well..............

Besides money...calculating time as well... yah.. had been travelling to n fro from north to northeast area....from sch n new home as well.....took me 1hr30mins (plus the walk from my house n the walk to the sch) to reach sch from my new home..tiring...the journey in the bus can be quite dizzy especially when u dun get a seat...have to go thru 3 neigbourhood areas first before into the expressway... Getting a cab from sch dun flatter me as well...25mins(although the uncle was like speeding) in a cab(which is ok...) but but...cost me $11.30 per trip... I'm really wondering how it will be when I start moving in to my new house.....Hope my endurance n perseverance level is high.... Not being whiny(but sounds whiny, yah) here...

It's fun,though, having to go thru all these preaparations and plannings.... It also make us see how our future husband/wife handle matters,be it on money, time, concepts of something, idea, likes or dislikes..... So far, things have been smooth for us...Despite any differences in preferances, both of us are able to compromise...things turn out the best for us... That explains why we were being paired...(not to sound mushy....but it is so trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......)

I prayed things will be continue like this.... Given space to voice out or preferances,likes and dislikes....receptive to ideas...n love to explore for new ideas....Appreciate you more, Kanda....

It'S HoLIDaY AgAIn....

2007-06-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yeh....Holiday is here again for me...Feel the freedom of being able to sleep a bit longer, going out wifout thinking about tom's work and all sort of stuff..Now...i can concentrate on my project which will due in 2 mths time...

Lately bought a new camera...It's pink again...kwang kwang kwang....sorry ya ..peeps who cant stand it...hehe....took some shots of two school activities...Speech & Drama & Trip to Kampong Glam....

My laptop is going to die soon...yah...kinda irritated wif it...not the software but the hardware....my 4yrs laptop....

-1 YeAr as An EnGAged CouPLe-

2007-04-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today marks one year of us as an engaged couple...I would not say it is unbelievable that we have reach to this point...Coz deep in our heart, we knew we were meant for each other...Counting down the days to our big day....

Kita hargai kita K...Setiap saat, setiap detik...Bila kita marah...Ingat saat-saat indah...Ingat kita da lama bersama...dan akan lama bersama...Sygmu....

Andai Ku Tahu - Ungu

2007-04-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Andai Ku tahu

kapan tiba ajalkuku

akan memohontuhan

tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai Ku tahu

kapan tiba massakuku

akan memohon tuhan

jangan kau ambil nyawaku

Chorus:

aku takut

akan semua dosa2 ku

aku takut

dosa yang terus membayangiku

mungkin tahu

malaikatMu kan menjemputku

izinkan aku mengucap kata tobat PadaMu

ampuni aku dari segala dosa2 ku

ampuni aku menagis minta tobat PadaMu

aku manusia yg takut neraka

namun aku jugatak pantas di surga

Andai Ku tahukapan tiba ajal

kuizinkan aku mengucap kata tobat PadaMu

-In PaIn-

2007-04-12T12:37:00.000+08:00

I'm on MC again....Urghhh!...my head is spinning...damn pain..Blocked nose which then caused the high fever and the sore throat...I need a sleep but due to the discomfort,'m not able to sleep...N my mind is thinking about something in school... Wish me good health peeps,have a lot of things to settle...n still in my early 20s...dun wish to be frequently in a sick state.

RippeD

2007-04-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

Something just ripped off my heart. And it had been making me feel down lately... I never knew it would hurt me so much and I could still feel it. I hope I could get over it. I wouldn't want to bear this pain. It's hurting me...

-Weight Management-

2007-04-09T06:40:00.000+08:00

It's 6:30am now....The 3 days break had ended and I did not feel refresh...It's in the mind, I guess....Yah...very tired...I could feel the jitters when Auntie Mas called up again regarding to do my 'fitting'....Urghhhhh.....Been eating n eating n eating a lot lately....The intention of dieting, cutting down tehe food intake was never done....Too happy wif my current life I guess..Hmmm...somebody said at least I'm healthy....But i guess it's not that great if guests commented saying...u r getting rounder, plump....Why complain, Dilah?!!!...Do something.....'Women & Weight'....!

---UpdAteS---

2007-03-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

The past weeks had been very hectic...Had not been feeling well that I had to really force myself to go to school. Foreseeing that a lot of stuff coming up too... Will only head back home during late afternoons everyday...Lots of courses and plannings to do. Heading a few projects. Rope skipping competitions coming up...and I'm really trying to find the energy to overcome this...

N I have to be assertive of the time of the preparations that I have to complete at a certain time..Ok, let see what I have not done...Hmmm....The wedding card, collecting my solemnisation outfit, chosing of outfit, buying some of the gifts, my berkat...i guess thats all....

N yeah.... I will having my own home soon.....In the process of getting the key...i hope everything will be fine...Went to furniture mall to buy some furnitures and we found this 3D Free Design service...and from our floor plan and our choice of furniture, they design our house. It's very preeeetty..........Will post their masterpiece if I got the opportunity..

Well...at least there is some get away from the hectic life of mine....I feel so occupied...that I'm worried that I will forget stuff....

Thanks Kanda for being there for me...We'll go thru this together yeah...and reach pur double(triple and... )victory....

A Shoulder to Cry On

2007-03-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

Life is full of lots of up and downs

But the distance feels further

When it´s headed for the ground

And there´s nothing more painful

Then to let your feelings take you down

It´s so hard to know

The way you feel inside

When there´s many thoughts

And feelings that you hide

But you might feel better

If you let me walk with you By your side

Chorus:

And when you need A shoulder to cry on

When you needA friend to rely on

When the whole world is gone

You won´t be alone

I´ll be there

I´ll be your shoulder to cry on

I´ll be there

I´ll be your friend to rely on

When the whole world´s gone

You won´t be alone ´

cause I´ll be there All of the times

When everything is wrong

And your feeling like

There´s no use going on

You can´t give it up

I´ll help you work it out

And carry on Side by side

With you till the end

I´ll always be the one

A Shoulder To Cry On

all in, bushed, dead, depleted, done, effete, far-gone, spent, tired, used up, washed-out, weary, worn out

2007-01-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling
all in*, bushed*, dead, depleted, done, effete, far-gone*, spent, tired, used up, washed-out*, weary, worn out.

and

exhausted.

Even a spa didn't work to release the emotions out of my heart.

Really look forward to my sweet date over the weekend.

Take care peeps....

Love the moment, and the energy of that moment will spread beyond all boundaries.

Corita Kent

So,

Love the moment.

-ThE FirST ChAllEnGe-

2007-01-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Everything started so well for 2007. Got to know my class, adpating being in the morning session...until...............I got a bad SORE THROAT..Yes, a very bad one...Weird, but true...yes i dunno how I got it...I dun shout...i dun cough...It just come like that.

Hmmm....the feeling is really terrible...u have difficulties communicating to your pupils...especially with the P1s... They are new and need our attention...n yet we cant communicate with them..... And you cant simply write your instructions on the board as some of them cant read.... Urghhhh...It's a challenge for me today....

Hope I will get well soon....and get lessons and fun in class started...

-HAppY NeW YeAR 2007-

2007-01-02T09:59:00.000+08:00

I know this blog is kinda late as it is alreay 2nd Jan 2007...but it's not too late to wish all of u peeps out there a Happy New Year 2007...May this be another positve year....

So tomorrow,MRT stations will be expected to be more crowded .... It's teh first day of school tomorrow...YipPPeee... Next year will be a going thru a lot of changes....

1)Will be in the morning session....will be waking up at 5am and start going out at 6am...had a good cool walk to MRT station n to school too....

2)Will be doing more library stuffs than CIP matters....i think i quite like it...Encouraging pupils to become an extensive reader...

3)More opportunities to attend aerobic classes..late in the afternoon....

4)Teaching P1...they are the foundation level....(my first time)....

5)There will be a time late of the year that I will become a Mrs....Hehe....

Alrite...wat are my resolutions?

Basically to take everything more positively in all the changes...

Friends Forever

2006-12-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

- the 6 of us-

Met up wif some NIE frens to do some catch up. It's been such long time that we met. Here are some pics of us. It was such a happy outing that I felt quite sad when we went on our separate ways to heed our way home. I dunno, past of me, I miss the time when we were in NIE. Miss all of u, folks....

for blogskin (don delete)

2006-12-06T09:42:00.000+08:00

Marah-marah Sayang....

2006-12-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

Heard B8's version of this song and fall in love with it.

-YipPEE, It'S HoLiDaY-

2006-12-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

This week is the starting of my holiday.You can see me online most of the time...Well, really appreciate the feeling that I have all the time to do my own things.So happy..Here's a recap what I have done so far....

1) Tried out baking chocolate brownie. Wanted to take a pic of it but one of my sis ate part of it already when the idea of taking a picture struck me... I should say it turned out what I wanted it to turn out....Lis said it was nice...Thank you. She is a person who will be very supportive on your cooking....Hehe...

2) I've borrowed some books to read. Quite a few. Cool book. Went to CCK library wif Kanda and saw some book that attracted me. It's a pleasing and relaxing activity for me.

3) Yeh! I started to to go to the gym yesterday wif Mira. Spent a solid 1hour at Yishun gym. Hope could make this like a regime. Mira and I shared some tips to stay healthy. But, I have this BIG problem.... I can't resist something sweet like - eclairs, cream puff and all.... I dun mind not eating rice or any heavy food but not anything Sweet...But I'll try.

4) Survey all the things that I want for my marriage. Want to make bookings when I got my Dec pay. Anyone out there, any recommendations on anything, do tag me alright!

5) N of course, helping out my mum to do the chores.

Anyway, looking forward to our trip to KL and Cameron next Thurs. We will be driving to Cameron and then KL...Going wif my aunt fam too. So the two mischievious yet adorable cousins will be there too.

Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same.-- Francesca Reigler

Raya Outing wif Kanda

2006-11-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

-Sepi Sekuntum Mawar Merah - Ella

2006-11-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, the lyric of the chorus of this song keep haunting in my mind. This song somehow reminds me my primary school days, in a van to JB with my family. I miss my childhood days...I guess...

-A WaLk To ReMeMbEr-

2006-11-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

What a strange and memorable date-day:

9 a.m: we went to Changi Village for breakfast and walked along the beach.

Then we took bus service no. 2 all the way to Outram.

We wanted to go to the new VivoCity but decided against taking NEL. The weather was great, cloudy and cooling, and we decided to walk instead! The walk was sweet, with umbrellas and pau to fill the tummy. Rain started to pour. 45 minutes later, we reached VivoCity.
There, my sweetheart surprised me by buying me a nice baby doll dress, can't wait to wear it! We took pictures on the roof with cable-cars and rain-curtains as the backdrop.
We had a long late lunch at Delifrance, Harbourfront before going to Sentosa.

We took the taxi back home.

BiLa DuA HaTi MeNjAdI SaTu

2006-11-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

-Term4Week10-

2006-11-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

It's Term4Week10(need not do my lesson plan, Yippee).... This marks the last week of school. I'm really looking forward to the days when I can do my own stuff. Besides spending time wif fam n Kanda, I have few things on my mind. Really cant wait for the days to come.

1) Going to the gym...and must start jogging again....
This is a must! I cant wait to work out again. Besides being 'healthy cum looking good' conscious, this is a way for me to destress... As I grow older, I'm occupied with a lots of stuffs... N i find my life very packed.

2) Read, read n read.
Still remember the good old days when I have the time to read before going to sleep. Don't care whatever kind of books - textbook, comics, storybooks and etc. I'm going to the library to catch up some readings. Any sweet stories will do.

3) Catching up with some friends(anyone will do)
I'm not sure if this is possible... Now, all my frens are busy with their on life. But if any chance that I could just meet them for a coffee.......I would love to..... Peeps out there, treasure the friendship you have yah...When you are working, u have less time to make new friends....

4) Try out new recipes...
I will start listing out what i wanna try..Just for the sake of trying... Cooking just make me happy. DUnno why....

Well, these are the things that just make me feel happy, calm and relaxed. It's simple, isn't it? Not asking much. I really appreciate peace and calmness atmosphere and people around me. Loves smiles, hate tears...

-HaPPy DeeParaYa-

2006-11-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yey!!!Another big event was over today, which is the DeePaRaya while the Inter Class Rope Skipping Final was over last Wednesday. Was so happy about it. Everything went well. Syukur, Alhamdullilah... despite some hiccups(which we cant avoid at any big events like this)....The most importantly, how we worked together and solved it...

Got my P2 pupils to bring some delicacies to share with their friends... Can see that they had a great time. They got to taste variety of delicacises and mingle with their friends... Besides that, played some Hari Raya songs to make it more festive... Will put up some pics soon.

I'm really escalated with joy now.............Wooohoooo.....

-Pemuja Rahasia-

2006-10-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

2006-10-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

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-Raya Family Pics-

2006-10-25T08:46:00.000+08:00

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-SeLaMat HaRi RaYa-

2006-10-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

---Try to read this upside down...u will see the same thing---

Ambigram

Today marks the celebration for the Muslim after 30 days of fasting.... Wishing all Muslims Happy Aidilfitri... To peeps out there who know me, I would like to seek forgiveness for any intention or unintention mistakes that I had made. May this be another positive year to all of you.

Yesterday was the last day for Ramadhan. Break my fast at Kanda's place. Brought home wif me a sweet, sentimental and impact memory. Thank you for everything. Deep in my heart, I really appreciate their presence in my life. I can't stop feeling happy & blessed. Apart from that, had a good journey home accompanied by Kanda. Thank you. Despite being tired and packed wif lots of projects to think of, he willingly accompanied me and carried all the stuff (two big paper bags) his mum gave my fam. U know wat, I really appreciate you....

Waiting for daddy to come back from Aidilfitri prayer. Do a bit of ironing (my scarf) before setting off to nenek's house later on and maybe will be at home waiting for visitors to come. My fam will only go out on the 2nd week onwards... Feel like eating but so worried that I will vomit later on. Due to the bad weather, had not been feeling well since last Friday. Viral infection, I guess... From that day, had not been eating properly...

Alrite...gtg... look out for some Hari Raya pic...

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

2006-10-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

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-Day of Cakes & Biscuits-

2006-10-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today, as early as 6am, Mira & I started our day by baking cakes & biscuits. After days of searching for recipes, we had decided what to bake. Mira bought the ingredients last Thursday. Everything ended at 2pm exactly. We baked 5 varieties altogether - Choc Cornflakes, Honey Cornflakes, Macaroon, Marble Cake & M&M Choc.... It was such a fun thingy to do. I would not say everything turned out well.

The marble cake did not turn out as nice as I wanted it to be... I mean the outlook... It didn't look appealing... However, no comment about the taste..coz it tasted like any typical marble cake.

Macaroon, I used the wrong technique.... I hope, one day, i'll get it right..anyone out there...do give me tips and techniques....

However, the rest, i'm proud to say they turned out well.....hehe.....(choc cornflakes, honey cornflakes & m&m biscuits). After that, Mira & I went to Taka & Bugis to get Mira's stuff....

But but but....till now, I do not feel tired.

Yeh...It's Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

Yestderday, was chaotic. And it dragged till my last period today. As expected, having 5 more weeks does not mean it is the time for us to 'slack around'. Nah...

Deepavali & Hari Raya are around the corner...Of course, MT dept will be busy wif the preparations for the concert. And every time, we have this big event thingy, it will be a bit 'noisy' here and there. (Hmm... well, Hari Raya is a season to ask for forgiveness anyway...)!
Duty lists are out. I'm supposed to do the school deco. I am trying to avoid going to the back of the hall to search for any decorations due to the dust that will cause my face to become red and itchy. But, went anyway. SO, yest, wif 2 other classes during P5 periods, we went to start decorating the school. We completed decorating this morning. After that, too tired to do anything. Just lazed around at the TAC rm and listen to some Hari Raya songs.

Under SWC, I need to get some 'kuih' for contact time apart of designing a Hari Raya Card. I'm given a budget of $25 to look for 'kuih Raya'. How how? Sheesssshhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Again, I need to reprimand my P5. They had a fight over this girl. P5 okie???!!!!! all about ego, attention seeking and of course, immaturity (is there such a word?). The deal was, whoever won, will get the girl. They went overboard and now, parents need to come down to school. The girl came to look for me during my free period and had to talk to her. So from 1pm till 5:40pm, I kept going in and out of the TAC rm. SO, today. was totally a tired day for me as no free period for me.

N not to forget about my Art class. J's energy level is getting higher n higher. He's getting hyper n hyper. N the energy spreads to the rest of his classmates. IT IS SO TRUE....when they said, the class energy level effects everyone. It is like a virus. it spreads to anyone but the teacher.

I'm gonna set aside all work stuff this weekend and take a rest. I hope when school reopens, things will be as fine. That includes my P5 kids.

"I hope, at my age, i want you to appreciate your teenage days...not regretting it."

--Urghh--

2006-10-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

I just need to jot these thoughts of mine down. My 3-year-old laptop (that I bought wif my own savings) was not able to function as per normal. I can't click any of the icons like 'sign in', 'sgo' and etc. Feeling really lost without a laptop. But but but..., I could change my blog skin on Sista Mira's laptop.

Anyway, I can't do my unfinished stuff (meaning, have to procrastinate my work and have to go to school early.) I can't surf the net, check my mails, looking forward to any funny mails and lots more.

N it is very clear why I feel so affected without a laptop--- I'm too dependent on all these technology. I guess, I have to get a book to read before sleeping from tom onwards since I have no laptop.

However, positively, I'm turning in early. Hopefully, tomorrow, I'll feel more refreshed. Need to report to school early to conduct Oral for the morning session. Sweet dreams to ya...

...ThAnK yOu...

2006-10-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

Thank for all the sweet wishes,

thank you for the suprises,

thank you for the gifts,

thank you for the ambigrams,

thank you for the sweet poems,

really can't thank all of you enough...

Blessed with everthing today...It's not about the gifts. But the sincerity that I could still feel till this moment. I'm escalated wif joy. I hope this feeling stays. Really good to feel positive all the way.

A Surprise from Sista Eena, Sista Lisda & Sista Mira

2006-10-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

After breaking fast, my 3 sisters brought

something sweet,

something pink in colour,

wif peppermint in it,

out....

- Peppermint pink cupcakes!!!! -

-Delicious-

Thank you sisters.

The art of love...is largely the art of persistence --Albert Ellis

2006-10-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

Just love the picture above. Taken while waiting for Sister Eena... Today, we went to Little India to do 'skirt-gazing' over there. Kanda always knew that I love flair skirts and decided to bring me there. Unbelievable, but true, I did not buy any skirt. I'm very persistent to save up. Hehe... I hope I could resist any shopping activities till I've reached the amount of money that I aimed to save.

However, Kanda bought me an advance birthday gift. VEry sweet of him. Thank you, Kanda. After that, Sister Eena came over and I accompanied her to buy her kurtas.... I would say the kurtas she bought were WORTH her money. And again, I did not buy any of the beautiful kurtas that I saw. *winkz winkz*

Went home after that and had a good rest before breaking my fast. Today everyone but Sista Mira was at home to break fast together.

For you see, each day I love you more.
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard

Happy Children's Day

2006-09-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

lIn conjuction with Children's Day, Greenwood Primary School pupils were to dress as their favourite characters for 'Be Yourself Day'. My adorable P2 kids came in very interesting characters. Lucky me, I had my digi cam with me on that day. Check out the characters they came in with. Cute.........

- Cikgu Fadilah wif Hafiz the RoCkStaR-
- Shukri the SolDier-
- Shaifudin the PoLiCeMan -

- Diana the princess -

- Afiqah the Cowgirl -

-Mohd Matin the spiderman-
Not forgetting the rest, Cikgu wishes all of you a Happy Children's Day. Stay happy n positive yeah, my kids....

-Get A SwEEt LiFe-

2006-09-28T21:46:00.001+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is a beauty, admire it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is life, fight for it!

Frankly, for the past week, I fhave been feeling totally drained out by a lot of things. Nevertheless, I'm trying to be very positive. Troubled by a lot of stuff. I hope everything will be fine.

Have been reflecting about my path in life... Kept asking if I have done enough. On the surface, everything seems perfect. I have fulfilled my childhood ambition---A tEaCher, I'm blessed to have a happy family, to have a FaithFul, rEsponsible and caring fiance and a stable career. What more could I ask for, rite?

But somehow, I've lost the trust in myself. I've been feeling unsatisfied, scared and sometimes I feel that my self-esteem have gone down the drain. And I guess, it's becoz of what have been happening to me for this past week.

1) I lost my thumbdrive. Lots of valuable stuffs inside - sentimental & important files. I could still feel it. It disappeared just like that. I have to redo a lot of stuff.

2) Kids are trying to test me and lose their respect towards me.

3) I did not reach the target amount of money that I'm supposed to save each month. I'm rather worried. I hope the amount of money for my marriage(07) reaches the target.

4) Common marking season is here again. Rushing a lot of stuffs too. (teachers out there, I'm sure u know what I mean, rite?)

There are more actually. I really hope to get everything positively done. And all these feelings, would not have been better wifout my family members and my fiance who keep assuring me that everything will be fine. Thank you all of you.

SuNgEi BuLoH WeTLaNd ReSeRvE

2006-09-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

ThAnK yOu Lil OneS...

2006-08-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

Thank you for the gifts, Kids.

...ThE aDoRaBle pUPilS of MinE...

tHe HeArTHtrOb!

2006-08-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yest, we took a stroll at Swan Lake (just guess which part of Singapore) after having lunch together. It was sweet seeing families spending time together, kids running around and kicking the ball in the open field, and of course, couples like us admiring the warmth shared between family members there and not forgetting to adore the beautiful scenery.

ChEErs To A HeAlThy LiFeStYLe!
(Health is the condition of wisdom, and the sign is cheerfulness -- an open and noble temper.)

TeAcHeRs' DaY DiNNeR 06'@OCC

2006-08-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

SWC 06' of GWPS with the 3Ps

How time flies... Celebrating Teachers' Day for the 2nd time. Had our Teachers' Day Dinner at Orchid Country Club.

Life is a series of problems. Moan about them or solve them?

2006-06-29T08:22:00.000+08:00

-Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you fell, stand up. Don't turn around and move on-

Walking your talk is a great way to motivate yourself. No one likes to live a lie. Be honest with yourself and you will find yourself and you will find motivation to do what you advise others to do.

-Sorrows look back. Worry looks around. But, faith looks up.-

-ThE BeLLY RuLEs tHe MiNd-

2006-06-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

- ThIs iS oNly SoMe Of It(So YoU cAn ImAgInE HoW mAny I mAkE-

Tried out another recipe today - CReAm PuFFS(normal flavour). Two days back, learnt the making of puffs(4 flavours- normal,chocalate,durian & mango). The class was an enjoying one. We are allowed to hands-on the recipe.

So today, after working out, pespiring from the circuit training, I decided to try making my own puff. Not forgetting, brewed family ever favorite drink, 'teh susu'.

ArT is LiTeRaCy oF tHe HeArt - Elliot Eisner

2006-06-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

- Ambigram of our names:Naguib Fadilah -

Made by Naguib (www.nagfa.blogspot.com), given to me on my 21st birthday- an ambigram of what he calls me here and then.

It was in fact one of the sweetest gift I've gotten from Kanda Naguib. Who would wonder that I have my own ambigrams with my names on it after being fascinated by John Langdon's own ambigrams in his Angels & Demon.

So peeps out there, if you are interested to get your own, do surf www.nagfa.blogspot.com to customise your own ambigrams for yourself. Prices range from $20.

-ThE ChArMiNg GaRdEnErS wHo MaKeS mY SoUL BloSSomS-

2006-06-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

- mY PrIde aNd JoY -

Was checking my email and saw a mail from one of them. One of them gave me these pictures asking me if I still remember them. How could I not, they are the first P5 batch I taught, 2 years back(when I was doing my pacticuum). How time flies.

- I pray one day, all of you will be a million times better than what you are today. May Allah guide you to success. All of you will always touch my heart. -

-tHe WaY tO a MaN's HeArt iS ThRoUgH hIs StOmAcH-

2006-06-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

- HUNGER IS THE BEST SAUCE IN THE WORLD-

Tried baking a cake from Mama's recipe book. Today, Mama decided to teach me how to bake this cake. Went out with Mira to buy some of the ingredients and headed home after that. Started to make the cake and found out that it's not difficult after all.

-An activity that keep myself occupied and also a get-together-session-

-Smiles are the language of love-

2006-06-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

-Let the smiles be your umbrella on rainy days-

-first month as an engaged couple-

2006-05-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

Fa Loves Nag too. Celebrating the first month of cherished company and blessed bliss as an engaged couple.

Thank you for being there for me - supporting, taking care of me and understanding me(and the list goes on...).

::I'll promise to give the sweetest of me::

-LiFe oF fA-

Selamat Hari Lahir, Sayang....

Term 1 DoWn!Alhamdullilah...

Fetish?Loves?Likes?In Love wif all these....

P.S. I lovve you...

Waiting to go home....

Taubat Seorang Hamba...

-BacK FrOm My KL TrIP-

Thank you Mira....

Check out my Slide Show!

CoUnTDoWn

-Let's CaLcuLate-

It'S HoLIDaY AgAIn....

-1 YeAr as An EnGAged CouPLe-

Andai Ku Tahu - Ungu

-In PaIn-

RippeD

-Weight Management-

---UpdAteS---

A Shoulder to Cry On

all in*, bushed*, dead, depleted, done, effete, far-gone*, spent, tired, used up, washed-out*, weary, worn out

-ThE FirST ChAllEnGe-

-HAppY NeW YeAR 2007-

Friends Forever

for blogskin (don delete)

Marah-marah Sayang....

-YipPEE, It'S HoLiDaY-

Raya Outing wif Kanda

-Sepi Sekuntum Mawar Merah - Ella

-A WaLk To ReMeMbEr-

BiLa DuA HaTi MeNjAdI SaTu

-Term4Week10-

-HaPPy DeeParaYa-

-Pemuja Rahasia-

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

-Raya Family Pics-

-SeLaMat HaRi RaYa-

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

-Day of Cakes & Biscuits-

Yeh...It's Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

--Urghh--

...ThAnK yOu...

A Surprise from Sista Eena, Sista Lisda & Sista Mira

The art of love...is largely the art of persistence --Albert Ellis

Happy Children's Day

-Get A SwEEt LiFe-

SuNgEi BuLoH WeTLaNd ReSeRvE

ThAnK yOu Lil OneS...

tHe HeArTHtrOb!

TeAcHeRs' DaY DiNNeR 06'@OCC

Life is a series of problems. Moan about them or solve them?

-ThE BeLLY RuLEs tHe MiNd-

ArT is LiTeRaCy oF tHe HeArt - Elliot Eisner

-ThE ChArMiNg GaRdEnErS wHo MaKeS mY SoUL BloSSomS-

-tHe WaY tO a MaN's HeArt iS ThRoUgH hIs StOmAcH-

-Smiles are the language of love-

-first month as an engaged couple-

all in, bushed, dead, depleted, done, effete, far-gone, spent, tired, used up, washed-out, weary, worn out